3.02.2008

i am so completely unsatisfied right now.
i dont want to be at work, esp. working overnights.
i feel like everyone around me is moving on to better things and im still stuck here.
tbh, i dont mind this job bc i get paid a nice amount of $$$ to sit on my ass and hang out with my friends, plus it allows me to go to school and work and have time to do my work for school while im here. i suppose until i graduate completely, i will just stay here and then focus on getting a career started. i just dont want to do everything so late.
i hate that im such a planner and that as much as i'd love to, i just cant leap blindly into situations without thinking about eeeeverything that could happen. im really one of those plan for the worst type of people. its such an annoying way to be.

also, i need a bitchin ass apartment and a roommate or two. srsly.

1 comments:

DJM said...

girl, I know where you are coming from. But honestly, look at what you said, you do get paid good money and you are making it through school which is REALLY awesome. as annoying and frustrating as it gets sometimes, just keep pushing yourself to get through it. you were meant to do great things and maybe this is your "rough" patch that you have to go through to get to it :)

I love you girlie!

p.s. I forgot to really text you back yesterday after I sent the stfu one hahah <3

 
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