just a quick rundown of the recent past/immediate future

+ neto is here. i <3>
+ i have off three weekends in a row, all of which will contain exuberant amounts of partying.
+ one of the weekends is the weekend of essence fest which i'm really glad about bc i really wasn't sure if they were going to give it to me.
+ maria's bachelorette was so beyond amazing. like srsly, i wish i had pictures so i could piece together at least half of went on.
+ the wedding is saturday and i have two wonderfully classy & fun outfits to choose from.
+ immediately after the wedding rissa-rissa is having her birthday party at the apartment and im pretty sure its gonna end up being more scandalous than the last one.
+ im going to memphis for july3-6 to see my family and i am so beyond excited.
+ there are gonna be a lot of parties since so many of my friends have birthdays in july.
+ MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 16 DAYS!

- im really low on money.
- i need another job, i just dont know where to look or what i want to do.


its nice to finally have a list of more positives than negatives. i feel like my life is getting back to what it was before. it might have taken three years, but i feel like ive finally dealt with things and grown up just a little bit more. its nice to feel like im getting back on track and having fun with my life and my friends again. of course, i also realize that this doesnt mean that everyday is going to be perfect or that im completely over it, bc i dont think that i ever really will be. i just know that ive learned to accept whatever comes at me and im very fortunate to have friends who have stuck around to help me get here.