so halloween was amazing this year. i was blair from gossip girl but im pretty sure most people just thought i was a school girl. whaaaatever i was still cute. i got called juvie all night by someone at roseys party on saturday... that was definitely a highlight. i would have pictures but since i hate my current camera i didnt take any so im waiting on my friends to send them to me.
i cant wait to vote tomorrow. im so excited!!! im probably gonna try to go early bc it is going to be insane, i just know it. i am off of work though, which is a good thing. i kind of hate that place these days. i love most of the people i work with, im just like really over the hotel industry. anyway, back to voting... ive seen bruce springsteen performances like 4 times on cnn over the past few weeks bc hes all yay obama. its heaven. im glad i went to the tulane rally earlier this year bc i really have a feeling hes gonna get it (god help us if he doesnt) and i think that seeing him speak for myself gave me the oppurtunity to kind of read him, and i just really feel that he is the right person at the right time for this country.
on another not, i want to go back to school and kind of figure out what i want to do with my life. i was like 100% sure i wanted to do english a year or so ago, but im not really feeling it anymore. partly bc ive stopped reading as much as i was, but i mean money wise too. i dont want to be poor. i know thats terrible to say, but id really like to live in new york and have all these nice things and just have the means to do everything that i really want to in life and i just dont know if an english degree will really help me all that much. i feel like if im spending time and money on a diploma itd be more practical to do something that would make me a lot of money. ive been thinkin of prosthetics bc well my dad made a nice living for us all and since i never plan to have children, other than june li, it would be nice. plus ive been around it enough to know a little about what you have to do, the kind of hours you put in and its something that im comfortable around. at the same time i feel like id be selling out by doing something i dont absolutely love or have passion for. who knooooows. i guess this is the kind of thing everyone has to go through at some point. i just know that i dont want to take another two years to figure it out.
im also trying my very hardest to not look at all these who dies on gossip girl spoilers but its killing me. srsly. i think its rufus :( thatd kill.