cuz im just a teenage dirtbag, baby

so ive been super worried about some...issues ive had recently, but i think everything is gonna end up working out ok and i wont have to worry about ya know...getting arrested!!! srsly. i would die, but i should be able to take care of everything by the end of the week. i dont know why i always think i can just do whatever i want with no consequences. since it is a new year ive decided that im going to try really hard to start being much more mature and really handling my business instead of putting important things on the back burner and ignoring them. also... my horoscope today is like insanely accurate and kind of freaking me out a little, but im pretty sure thats just because i was up watching the history channel and all the 2012 doomsday, prophecy things and now im pretty sure that the whole astrology thing could really mean something. yeah, i definitely should not have skipped so many of my fads & fallacies classes.

ugh. anyway, ive been having tons of fun this month, mostly bc everyone is out of school which means free schedules and lots of drunkeness, which is not always a good thing as my lack of memory can point out. i hate getting really fucking drunk but it just seems to happen every now and then. i dont know why. i am completely determined to only get tipsy this weekend and not drunk til the next day & hungover. new years was really good. there was a little drama but thats mainly bc i get kinda bitchy when i drink redbull and vodka (i have no idea why, but its better than being sad drunk) but we all got over it and ended up embarrassing jordan in front of the kinda cute, possibly gay rotolos delivery guy. so it was amazing as usual. i love my friends, theyre so fun & cute-- you really cant ask for more.

i also find it very funny that i write on this thing and i know no one reads it anymore. whaaatever.its the story of my wonderful little life.