discarded all the naughty nights for niceness

i totally want to go out tonight. even though i have plans early tomorrow and all i feel like im just wasting time i wont ever get back. night time is so much fun and im just here, bored, listening to the artic monkeys on my kooks radio station, writing/making an entry into my notebook, and being really fucking bored. this sucks. lately ive just been feeling this sense of urgency to just live and be apart of everything, good and bad, and just being home tonight-- it feels like this great pressure thats hanging over me trying to get me out of here, but i have nowhere to go. uuugh.
i need more friends with interests that are at least somewhat similar to mine.
that or i need to move bc i feel like im dying here.

i love this song, especially tonight for some reason.