what a lonesome feeling, to be waiting around like some washed up actress in a tinsel town

no great thoughts or revelations in the past few days-- just work, randomness, reading and the such. im just trying to update this almost everyday so i can keep on point with my writing, i feel like ive taken too long of a break from it. im not trying to be epic, just consistent and honest.

last night night i went with bea & lacey to vinnies super last minute, like i left work early, came home, got dressed, and then lacey picked me up kinda last minute. it was fun for all of its briefness. it was odd to get home before like 4 or 5 bc i was still kinda awake since im used to being up til around then. i did, however, fall asleep rather quickly once i was off the phone bc i think i was still tired due to my lack of sleep from the previous nights.
anyway, today i have work 3-11p and im so not feeling it bc we are running at almost 100% occupancy and im there by myself once bar is over. :( that being said, im pretty sure we are either going to be very busy or very slow, which means i will either get to read a lot of my book or i will want to kill someone. lets hope its the former and not the latter.